Oh my word it's been forever since I've written in here! I've just been too busy to keep up with it! But those of you who know me know what I've been doing so it doesn't really matter if I update or not! I found what real love is in September! Yes, I know that sounds corny but it is true! When I thought I was in love before I realize I really wasn't. You think you were in love until the day you find the one you really truly love. They say that you will know it's right just by the feel of it and I never believed it, but when I met Eric I knew what everyone was talking about. He has made me one of the happiest people in the world. And he's got one of the cutest 4 year olds I've ever seen! LOL Words really can't explain how wonderful things are. I know in my heart this is who I love and who I want to be with and it's one of the most amazing feelings in the world!

But anyway....off the whole love thing!

I got a new job. Yes, I quit the studio! Finally!!!! I now work at REM, which is working with mentally disabled people and I absolutely love it!!!

Ok, I don't really have much else to write about so I'll talk to you all later and maybe try to post more often!

Ash

*Don't settle for the one you can live with, wait for the one you can't live without.

*You know you've found love when you look in their eyes and find yourself.

*Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more it is willing to see less.

*I know he loves me, not only because he tells me, but because I can actually feel his love in my heart.

Too busy to do a real update but just letting you all know I'm still alive since everyone is complaining I never write in here anymore! Things are better than ever right now but you will have to find out about all that in a later post so stay tuned! Haha

Ash

Ok back to the update! We didn't get home that night until about 3 and I had to be at work at 9 the next morning so that was pretty exciting!

Saturday we went back out to watch Daryl Worley. Only this time LeAnn, my brother, and my cousin Jared went with us! He wasn't as good as we thought he was going to be but we still had a blast. Spanky hung out with us again so of course that was fun! Then Andrew and Jared left and us girls hung around to talk to Spanky and JB and Rodney. We all decided to go to the truck pulls so Spanky and I made fun of people. Then we left to get some shirtls from JB's house bc it was cold. On our way back through the field we had LeAnn JB Rodney and Tiff following us on his 4 wheeler and they couldn't catch up! We were all sittin there and a group of immature guys pulled up did a doughnut and spun out of the field and Spanky got pissed and it was a good thing I had my arm around his waist because he took off haulin butt after the guys. We were probably going at least 70 and we got to much dirt in our eyes so we stopped and said screw them. We went back to the field and everyone was hiding from us but we found them. Then we flew off and LeAnn tried to catch us but she couldn't and we took off in the hayfields and they couldn't find us at all! We sat there and talked and then like an hour later they called to see where we were because they were ready to go home. We waited about 30 more minutes then took off to find them. So needless to say it was a pretty fun night! We didn't get home till about 4:15 that night and my mom had kept the girls all night so Devon had me up at 7:30 so that was interesting! By the way, Spanky's real name is Justin and he is from Mineral Wells. Wrestled for South when he was in high school. And no not the ex Justin!

Monday I had off so I went out to the school and got stuff taken care of then went to Lakyn's birthday party. She is now a year old and it is sad!! She had her own little cake and you couldn't even tell who she was when she was done, she had it all over her! Everyone left and Ashley and I went to the store to get groceries and when we got back Nick asked if I would stay and wait for Justin to get there and take him to his truck on my way home so I did. That was fun. I got home and went outside to talk to my cousin and we came in about 1 and I had a missed call and it was from Terry and I was like what the heck because I hadn't talked to him in forever! Well maybe only a week but it seemed like a long time! We talked till about 2:30 and I crashed!

Yesterday I worked and when I got off I came home and ate dinner and layed around until Terry got off work then went to his house and hung out. We had a blast even if I didn't get home till 3:30! I felt bad because he had to be at work at 10 but I just found out that they changed the schedule and didn't tell him so he was really supposed to be there at 9 and he got like no sleep. Not my fault though! LOL

Today I just layed around the house and cleaned the house up a bit and had a long talk with my mom when she got off work. Now I'm sitting here talking to someone from Ritchie County which is weird because that's where Terry is from! LOL Ok I'm going to go watch TV and wait for Terry to call me and tell me all about work! LOL

Ash

Wow.....it has once been forever since I've written in here! I guess maybe I do have a life! Haha Wait who am I kidding?! Haha There hasn't been a lot happening lately, just pretty much working. Gettin ready for school to start back up..yuck! Don't wanna take Medical Terminology at all! Oh well, that's life!

Well Abe leaves for Virginia tomorrow. He will be gone until the middle of November. Grr to the military! LOL Still don't know what's up in that field of life. We are just friends but it is kinda hard, like he's not gone and I know I am going to miss him already. But I'm not ready for a relationship and neither is he and we are both fine with that, it's just hard being just friends, at least for me it is. I just gotta remember that everything happens for a reason. We had a talk about it all but I still don't think that helped me any. I'm just glad things aren't like they were with that other person and I'm sure you all know who I'm talking about!

I do have exciting news though!!!! Friday night Tiff and I went out to the interstate fair to watch Josh Gracin perform. Well, well, well, not only did we get to watch him perform but we got to watch him backstage AND we got autographs first AND we sat in the trailor and talked with him for about 30 minutes after he was done signing autographs and all that fun stuff. It was so freaking incredible! We all talked about politics and some other stuff that I don't really remember because I was too excited!! It pays good to know certain people to get you in! Haha I guess I will tell my embarressing story since I'm sure Tiff, Spanky, Rodney, and JB have already told everyone anyway. Before we met Josh we went to ride a couple of the rides because we knew it was going to be a while before he was back in the trailor to talk. So Tiff and I went out one of the rides that was a freakin blast. Or at least it was a blast until I went to get off of the ride. I went to get out of the seat and the hoop was still on my jeans and I didn't know it and it ripped the whole butt of my jeans. Oh my gosh was I ever embarressed! I wouldn't even walk anywhere so I made JB come pick me up on the 4 wheeler so no one would see it and tried to cover it up the whole time. The rip kept getting bigger because of some people so I got like a 2xl shirt from JB and it covered up most of it but not all of it. Spanky and I sat on the 4 wheeler and talked a lot of the night and all the guys made fun of me but oh well it was a fun time had by all! To make it even funnier, when Josh Gracin's bus went to pull out te whole bus was stuck in the mud so Spanky had to get underneath the bus and hook chanins up so they could pull it out! It was hilarious! Ok I have company so I'll finish this story in a little bit!

Ash

Wow it has been like forever since I have written in here! There hasn't really been that much going on lately though. But I do have news! Haha

Wednesday one of my biggest dreams in the whole entire world came true!!!! I only had to work from 10-11:30. Well I thought I heard my phone ringing and sure enough it did and then I go a text message from Tim. He told me to call him at work. So I did and he asked me if I wanted to go to Cleveland for a Red Sox and Indians game and I just about passed out right then and there no joke! I was like heck yea of course! LOL But of course that made that last hour of work go by so slow. Well I come home and get ready and off to Cleveland we go! It was a fun car ride up although he made fun of me the whole time! LOL The game was awesome! Johnny didn't play much but my Manny (Manning to you hahahahahahaha) sure did! We won, of course!!! DUH! LOL It took forever to get out of the game but it was fun! I fell asleep for like 30 minutes on the way home and woke up to some scary guy staring at me at the gas station! Yikes!! So we get home about 2:15 and then I drive home and go to bed!!

Saturday was quite fun too!!!! I worked till 7. Then I came home and got ready while Abe was on his way here. We went to The Longest Yard at 10. Then we went to McDonald's because he was hungry. Then we decided to drive around for a while. We started off on Waverly road and ended up somewhere out past Marietta! Then we drove to his river lot on Waverly road and just hung out and talked for like hours. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN! We left the river lot about 3:45 so I'm sure we woke everyone up with his big diesel truck but oh well!! I got home about 4 or so and he called me and talked to me until he got home so I didn't get to bed till like 5 and had to be at work in the morning but it was worth it!!!

Today I slept in a little and got online and Abe was coming into town so I got ready and he called when he was in so I met him in Marietta and we hung out for a while. We went to the river on Marietta side and walked around for a while then I took him to his truck. Then he came to my house and we took another walk and then layed around until my mom had dinner ready. After we had dinner we went on walk number 3 but this one was longer! Then we came back and we were going to go out on the boat but seeing as how I won't try to drive a standered after what Ryan Bungard did a few years back we couldn't because it takes one to drive the truck and one to drive the boat so he went home and I talked to my mom for a while and here I am! That is all for now though! Hopefully I'll update more often!

 Ash